I try and try and try and try some more to be positive,(you saw the pictures from the walk - I took my baby to a nice concert at Orchestra Hall - I tell people nice things!) but I just keep having the negative creep up on me. Anything can trigger me feeling bad and wanting to cry - something someone says on the phone(even if they don't mean anything by what they said), the awful "Buy This Big Giant Christmas Gift" commercials, the news, an email...

I want to go back to bed and stay there for about a week. I do not want to drive anywhere, talk to anyone on the phone, argue with my friends, spouse, child or others, watch news, read bad things on the internet, or work out.

What I want is some rest, some cuddles, a back rub or two and some nice glasses of wine. Maybe an omlette with tomatoes, cheese and turkey.

I wonder what is in the coffee cup?

So first she pardons ONE of them.



Then while she blithely yammers on with her hand wrapped around a Starbucks KTUU Alaskan Television gets a WIDE angle view of what is really going on at the turkey farm...and make no mistake, Sarah is "in charge" of the turkey.



Do you think they were frantically draining one for her to take home? YUCK